June 15, 2008

i'm back to wondering

i'm sorry.
its just one of those days. i can handle it when its just a regular day but on a day like this, it hurts like hell.
you hurt me like hell.
and then all i want is to hurt you the way you hurt me. i'm sorry that i want to hurt you like that.
i wish you knew how you affect me. i wish i had even the slightest bit of that same power over you.
i wish i could justify not saying any of this to you.

5 comments:

aubrey hartman said...

i think i need clarification of who this is about

jen. said...

i really liked "the glass castle", and that one wasn't about death.

Anonymous said...

kick him in the nuts and run away. its the only solution that works.

Molly said...

i have these exact feelings towards someone. Its been since February and I still cant get over it.
I hate loving him. I love hating him.
I don't know how I can be happy in this situation. Isn't it awful?


PS We're emo.

Trisha said...

ITS ABOUT MY MOTHER. come on.