i was happier then

i hate that joe left right when we just became friends again.

just like old times. but my arms are fatter.

so real!

i went to a farewell dinner/party for joe tonight. it was good seeing all my old friends. i really missed joe and ashley.

nothing really happens in my life these days. i work and eat and sleep and thats about it. that's why my blog is so boring! sorry!

match made in heaven

you guys took too long.
he wasn't from the center.
and i called him.
weirrrrrrrrdo.
i have no self esteem/respect.

laughing in the willow trees

i know i know. my blog is getting an F- for may. i'm so sorry.

today at work, i got two boys numbers without asking. wham bam thank you ma'am. but in all seriousness, do they really expect me to call? maybe i will call one of them because he was really nice and plus i need to date right? but how weird would that be please tell me.

in other news, my little sister has a blog too. melodramatic? probably will be. feel free to read it though. haha.

shout out to chris daddio because he reads this and i found out today. chris loves mormonism. its cool.

p.s. means i just wrote another one below.

right now i am nauseous and cannot sleep. i forgot to take my sleepy pill because i thought i was so exhausted that i could fall asleep. but i can't. hello self, just because i don't have work tomorrow, that doesn't mean i want to stay up all night.

help: what is the grammatically correct way to say that last sentence? cause i know i said it wrong.

now leave me, please!

i fall in and out of love with jaxon daily. i feel so bad for him. and me! its hard falling in and out of love 5 times a week!

memoirs of a 19 year old

i'm back from the beach! it was beautiful for the last half of the week. overall, it was a great vacation. plenty of people around for when i didn't want to be alone. and plenty of rooms in the house for when i didn't want to be around people. i did buy some tanning lotion that i thought would get me a great tan, but it instead got me a great allergic reaction because it had carrot juice in it. why didn't i look for that! oh yeah maybe because i shouldn't have to look for CARROT juice in tanning oil right?!

my birthday was alright. i talked to aubrey on my computer through skype which is the greatest invention i never knew about. then today when i got home, there was a lovely package from andrea which made me homesick.

here are three things i want to do which cost lots of money i don't have:
1. visit aubrey in vienna.
2. visit andrea in the dominican republic.
3. go on a mission.
arcs.

p.s. on the way to the beach, i saw a sign that said "i got my crabs from dirty dick's crab house." HAHAHA. funny. i LOLed.