pony ponypony cont'd.

15. talking to you would probably help me and be pretty therapeutic if i didn't think you were full of shi*. i wish i could believe that you're actually being sincere. it makes it worse that i just can't trust you.



[hehe, does it even count as not cussing if i only leave one letter off?]

pony ponypony

brandon did this once and i've wanted to ever since.

1. i pretend not to like you so you won't feel bad. it kills me every time you talk about another girl.
2. when you get like this, all i want to do is act the same way. but i can't help trying to make it better.
3. sorry to you because all you wanted to do was help but i just don't think that friends can be therapists and vice versa.
4. you're my best friend and of course the mean ones aren't about you!
5. i talk about you behind your back and make fun of you. i really do love you though and i'm sorry. you're just an easy target.
6. i think you say i'm fat behind my back. sometimes when you aren't with me, i can almost hear you saying the words i imagine you say about me.
7. you're really cool and i'm glad we are friends now because it used to make me so mad that we weren't before.
8. i hate that you act like my best friend and then blog about me because you think i don't know.
9. i love you more than i've ever loved anyone.
10. i wish we could be best friends again. can we?
11. i know you read my blog every day- i just wish i knew who you were.
12. i'm scared for these changes in your life because i don't think you'll ever be the same. i've already pushed you away once and let you back. but i'm afraid i'm pushing you away again.
13. i wish i could live without you in my life. i wish i could write you off and never have to see or hear from you again.
14. you don't even know me but i am OBsessed with you. i keep trying to devise a way to meet you in person.