i cant help it

valentine's day and birthdays are always disappointments.
because no matter how much i don't want to have expectations for a really romantic day, i still do because society forces it upon me!
diego asked me what i wanted to do for valentine's day and i said: work.

i'm trying to memorize all these wines for work so that i can sell a lot and make a lot of money. but i just can't understand how something could taste like mixed berries, SMOKE, EARTH, violets, and MINERALS and still be appealing.

now leave me, please!

i fall in and out of love with jaxon daily. i feel so bad for him. and me! its hard falling in and out of love 5 times a week!

love is not a victory march

hallelujah!

i no longer care about anything.

an intense feeling of peace just washed over me.

i don't necessarily think its a good kind of peace though... more like the kind where i just don't care if i'm in debt. i just don't care if i fail out of school. i just don't care if i'm going crazy.

i just don't care.

hallelujah!