November 28, 2007

it only happens when i drink

panic attacks seem to come frequently these days. luckily they only seem to last for a few moments before i begin to not care about the outcome of my life once more.
i talked to dad today and he said he was considering taking me off his insurance. thats when i realized that i do not want to grow up at this point. i'm just a little girl! i then proceeded to beg my dad not to make me grow up. and he said that from the time i was 14, all i wanted was to grow up and now i'm there and i don't want it anymore. so true. you always want what you can't have.
while watching tv with april and andrea, i said something along the lines of changing my blog into one in which i just make fun of people. i said that completely seriously but i realized that i don't want to be that person. i don't want to be the person that makes fun of how others dress anymore. does it really matter anyways?
i saw a commercial about how some girls in africa have to miss up to a week of school each month because of their periods. this causes them to get wayy behind in school and many are forced to drop out. it was a commercial for always pads... they said that now when you buy always brand pads, a portion of the money will be donated to helping those girls be able to go to school. i wanted to go to the store and buy every pad there. good advertising?
freerice.com has taken over my time on the internet for that same reason.
i want to change the world. i'm tired of being upset about how things are and being too apathetic to actually do anything.














andrea in a nutshell... or a backseat... or a picture.

1 comment:

ae said...

okraaaay i cannot be one to make fun of other's clothing either. because i have no room to talk. arcsy.