it's so nice

everywhere you could look i have little notes that i've written to myself. maybe i wrote it because i needed a pickmeup and could only get it from myself. maybe i wrote it because i needed to say something so badly but couldn't say it out loud. maybe i wrote it because my voice stopped working and i don't think you could hear me if i tried anyways. maybe i wrote it because if i had opened my mouth i would have ended up screaming. maybe i wrote it just to distract myself from what my hands could do if they weren't writing. either way, i wish i could share them with you. whenever i'm talking to myself i'd always rather be talking to you.