August 10, 2008
make them understand
i just took a long hot bath and thought about everyone that i know and how much i hate them because i can't seem to talk to anyone about anything. and then i realized that its all basically my fault because i dug this huge hole for myself and didn't tell anyone else and now i have no one to blame but myself if there is no one there with a rope waiting to pull me out. then i jumped out without washing my hair or even shaving because i thought i might actually really do it if i stayed in there one more second.
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i really wish that you would call me. i wish you could see just how many people want so desperately to know how to help you be happy. i wish i wasn't always trying to edit what i say to you in case you might decide you just don't want to talk to me. i wish reading your blog didn't make me cry when sometimes it does. i wish i could help you, but i know you are the only one who can let people into your life.
i think there are more people than you realize with ropes. i love you so much trisha. call me soon.
trisha,
really, you have a good life, you haven't dug yourself into a hole you just are pushing people away from from you. people really do care about you, and i really dont think you need to put yourself down because you are a good persona and you have all these loving people surrounding you. this maybe harsh, but you really need to wake up and realize that your life is good and you have to power to make the best of the it...so live it. if you need to talk to anyone than talk to any of your friends cause i am sure they will listen and maybe get some psychological help cause everyone needs it, so dont feel ashamed. you are what you make yourself, so be what you know you can be.
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