i often think that i am a lot closer to people than i really am. i have a hard time judging how well i really know someone and therefore tend to act the opposite of how i should. when i really know someone, i often act like we are mere acquaintances and when i don't know someone very well, i treat them like we've known each other since kindergarten.
i'm babysitting emma tonight so that desta, laura, and ashley can go to some book release party. i feel trapped because all i want is to go on a drive but i can't because emma's car seat has also gone to the book release party. its only 715 but i'm already ready for her to go to bed. maybe i'll make her run some laps around the house so that she'll be tired.
watching t.v. shows always gives me this false confidence to be able to talk to guys and be really forward about what i want and what i have to say. i get so emboldened watching the script induced confidence the girls in these shows have but then as soon as i turn it off, reality strikes and i know i won't ever have the guts.
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