pretend love

i have only a few things to say. first, i hate texting because i cannot determine tone of voice or intonation through a text so i just make it up how i want it to be. texting simply opens more opportunities for me to make up my own conversations with people. second, i'm scared to death to move to norfolk. i officially did not get accepted to ODU which means that i will have to work and live which, fine but how will i meet people? i'm so bad at meeting new people because i've never actually had to do it. thrid, i wish i could pause time on this beautiful cloudless morning.

virgin[ia]

today i had blood drawn from my hand. it was actually pretty painful.

apparently everyone in the world is getting married except for me. example: olivia bradley. [do you remember her amanda? she's like 12!!!] and this is the worst: BRITTANY SNYDER! wtf. who saw that coming? and i am mostly directing this paragraph at amanda and jen because no one else knows who i'm talking about. except maybe brett in which case he is included as well.

i've been pretty active so far today which means now i will sleep the rest of the day away. i woke up at 630 and made everyone pancakes. then i took the girls to school. then i made a doctors appointment and went to the doctors appointment. then i got an extension on my online classes and got dad a birthday present. now sleep.

brandon doesn't appreciate how clever i am.

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its all nice on ice

i hate that i have no best friend when i need one the most. when i need to spill and cry and complain and have my best friend encourage me and tell me that i'm worth more than that. everyone's too busy or too far away or too much of the actual problem.

g.d.