dietribe

i only eat under two conditions:
1. diego calls me and tells me what i want to eat or,
2. i go out to eat with diego and he tells me what i want to eat.

being indecisive is turning out to be a pretty good diet plan.

ooh look. DIEgo, DIEt.

modeling lips

with my new unemployment-ness, i have renewed my obsessions with blog stalking, the food network, sleeping, and all HGTV shows. my life is complete again!

once again, i want to get married, have kids, decorate my beautiful house with all my money i make at my whatever-i-want-to-do job, and cook gourmet meals once in a while for my family. only once in a while though because i think if i do it all the time, they won't appreciate it as much.

i'm gaining back those 12 pounds with brazilian food. blehbleh. i'll start running some time.

a couple things

joe, ashley, matt and i were swimming in matts pool. joe said to matt, "your girlfriend is a whale!" i was so embarrassed.

jeff had been calling me "alaska" for about a week. finally i asked him why. he said, "you're the biggest one in our family."

strange form of life

so, i have gone back to being a vegetarian. i have been for about 3-4 weeks. [i don't remember exactly, but brunch club probably does.] its not hard at all for me to not eat meat. i don't miss anything except for sometimes steak. but i don't miss chicken or anything like that. also, andrea has been so helpful and she makes me the best food when i'm too tired to get off the couch. today she made tofu stir-fry and it was the exact perfect blend of spicy and delicious. sooo good. thanks ponybear!

I've said what I'd said and you know what I mean.

i can count the things i've eaten since i've been in provo on one hand. turkey and avocado sandwich, curly fries, soup bowl, taco. that makes me feel a little better about all the binge eating i did in virginia.


yesterday was one of the funnest days of my life. i went snowmobiling and snowboarding up in american fork canyon with mike, mj, nate-o, etc. not only was the snowmobiling really fun, but the scenery was BEAUTIFUL. i got home around 4 and passed out from exhaustion. i need to do more exhausting things every day if its going to make sleep that wonderful.


a little, i wish i could have carefree days like that every day. a little more, i'm so glad for school to start so that i can feel productive and busy. so what if i have 8 am class every morning? at least i'll be getting out of bed at a decent hour.

i'm obsessed.

i'm going to lose 15 lbs.