i want you so bad

andrea and i just drove all the way to american fork to take crystal some socks at work because hers were wet. then we got there and her socks weren't even wet. so gay.
i wish i had a crush on someone. i've been so upset about not having one lately that i think that if i ever get one soon, it'll be forced and not a good one. kind of like what they said on planet earth last night: "a sudden flush of vegetation is what every desert dweller waits for. and when it happens, they make the most of it." i'll make the most out of any crush i can get. haha.
it wasn't that bad hanging out with ryan all day on saturday. he's a funny kid and i can appreciate that.
i'm making fudge and other cookies and things today. i'm going to send some to jaxon and eat the rest. actually, i'll try to give it all away so that i can have the joy of making it without the side effects of getting fat[ter].
aubrey just got home and i'm on her computer. oh crap.