January 20, 2008

oh well.

ONCE ONCE. 11. ONCE. ONCE. ONCE.

last night i had a nightmare. i made andrea take all the nyquil i just bought away from me. its no good and i have no reason to take it. its not even like i can't sleep because i don't even give myself a chance to try before chugging.

all i can think of is the beautiful home made video of happy times in love. i want to be in love and i want to video tape it.

ONCE. 11.

2 comments:

g.lock said...

i have trouble sleeping too.. my mom got so mad when i took sleeping pills, she feared i would start having to rely on them daily, hah. i guess mentally though, it's all in our head whether or not we sleep.

Bonnie said...

What is the once 11 thing?