book of lost things

i'm going to start keeping a book of things i lose every day. and another book of things that i find everyday. i hope i find more things than i lose. actually, i hope they are equal so that i will always have the same amount of "things" in my life. i hope i only find friends and never lose them. i hope i only lose insecurities and never find them. also i hope i find chapstick. i used to find tubes of chapstick all the time.